Sometimes I wish for a PAUSE button!

Do you guys realised, after being 20.. your age seems to increase faster? As if someone is constantly pressing that fast forward button. Bye bye 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25.. Oh my~~ What did u do? What did u achieve?

Maturity?

No. I dont think maturity goes with age. but it does with experience. There are people who are 30s but still thinks like 16 too.

I missed being 16. I missed being 18. I missed being 21.

I wish there is really a pause button, for me to reflect back upon things that I did. But this life keeps moving on fast. Forcing me to adapt. Forcing me to keep doing things. Forcing me to keep busy.

Arrgggggh! I wish for a time-out~

A pause.

For me to hug the people I love. For me to kiss them I miss. For me to hang out with friends and do all the crazy stuffs we used to. For me to just listen to the call of nature.

Dashni Morad – Open Your Eyes

Open your eyes, don’t diss me with your lies
Cause I only wanna be free, free to believe in me
I’m gonna rise, above the cloudy skies
Cause the love in me is for real,
I am what I feel..

So I’ve been told that.. I ain’t got no soul
Everybody’s got a story, they think they all know me
I’ve been put down, dragged down into the ground
But it’s in the darkest low.. that my spirit really glow~

You know.. really truly honestly, I don’t care
If you think you’re gonna rule me out cause I dare
To stand up as a girl and say..

Open your eyes, don’t diss me with your lies
Cause I only wanna be free, free to believe in me
I’m gonna rise, above the cloudy skies
Cause the love in me is for real, I am what I feel
I am what I feel!

Get up, get up, ladies now
Stand up stand up in this crowd
Fed up, fed up.. of him now

You say I’m in the wrong, that here I don’t belong
But of the same blood we bleed, and our hearts pound to one beat
I’ve found my voice, and I have made my choice
You know I’m here to stay, get out of my way

You know, really truly honestly I don’t care
If you think you’re gonna rule me out cause I dare
To stand up as a girl and say~

Open your eyes, don’t diss me with your lies
Cause I only wanna be free, free to believe in me
I’m gonna rise, above the cloudy skies
Cause the love in me is for real, I am what I feel
I am what I feel

Get up, get up ladies now
Stand up stand up in this crowd
Fed up, fed up of him now!!

Love versus Marriage

“What is the difference between Love and Marriage?” A student ask.

Then, the teacher told him to go pluck a big corn in the corn field. On 1 rule, he’s not allowed to turn back to pick up what he left or passed. So, he went there and found a big corn at the first row. But, he was still curious if there will be a bigger corn in front  He moved forward, left the corn in his hand and found another big piece of corn. Being more curious, he still moves forward in search of a bigger corn.

But he found out that the corn in the last row, is smaller than the first corn he encountered.

With full regrets, he didn’t pluck any corn to bring back to the teacher.

The next day, the teacher told him. That’s what Love is. You keep looking for a better one, but later on you realised.. that you already missed out the person.

“What is marriage then?” The student asked.

Teacher told him to go to the corn field again and this time pick the big corn for real. Rule still stays the same, that he can go through the rows only once and cannot turn back to pick what he missed.

And so, the student went.. this time, he’s being very careful not to repeat his greediness and the same mistake again. When he reached to the middle of the field, he picked one medium size and be satisfied with it.

He came back to the teacher bringing his corn.

The teacher told him, “This time you bring back a corn. You looked for one that’s just nice and satisfy you, you have faith and believe this is the best one you get… This is marriage.”

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But well dear readers, I believed a love marriage would be very perfect. Am I right? I hope ya’ll be blessed with one!

 

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